Random Rant.....

There are things that happen in life that just make you do things you might not do other wise. There was something that happened in early February that kind of pushed me into applying for this job that i got. I keep saying i wish it wouldnt have happened cause i cant help but remember how good it felt so to speak, but if it wouldnt have happened i would have never applied for this job i would be in Ponca City working at walmart all over again which would be ok but i wouldn't get this opportunity that i am getting right now and i am so happy that i am here, but for some reason i cant get this thought out of my head and it makes things harder for me because i just dont know how to realize that i am better off my mind works in weird ways and it always has. I know it happened for the best and that this is where i should be but still it stays in my head that i wish i could change what happened in one way or another. No i am not saying i dont want to be here because I DO want to be here I guess i just want both. Which can't and wont happen. I just need a way to completely forget some stuff i dont want to know about it i dont want to think about it. I wanna be done. oh well i got this and am going to do great where i am at and i am so glad i am here meeting all these new people and getting to know them. I am having a great time just every once in a while i let my mind wander!

well sorry for ranting today, until next time take it easy!

1st day

first day of training went well, i have been doing days of orientation or showing me around for the lack of words, but today i actually did stuff like make sandwiches or give out magical moments. yes i said magical moments i do work for Disney so i do make magic as cool or lame as that sounds i do make some kind of magic this is getting more and more interesting as time goes on and i am learning more and more things and i am getting more and more used to things and i am enjoying it more and more.

Disney Look/orientation days

So I have started this week. First day was Wednesday which was Traditions which is pretty much orientation. They have a couple different orientations. Traditions was pretty much passing down the Disney Traditions go figure would have never guessed that! ha ha but seriously its quite interesting how things go on here they make sure you do everything the right way everything down to how you point in the right direction its quite interesting and there are so many ways to do stuff its crazy how detailed they get. None of the stuff i have learned were bad just different than what i have been around i guess you could say. Then yesterday (Thursday) i had food and beverage orientation which was informative i guess if you have never worked at a food place before pretty much telling you how to cook things right not undercook or over cook and that sort of stuff boring stuff but informative. This trip or journey will be very interesting to say the least. I am really excited that i have finally gotten to start and am still excited to find out exactly where and what i will be doing. I do have a good idea on what i will be doing.

On other notes of things i have been doing besides work. After traditions i have finally gotten the golden id that lets me into all the parks for free so now i can do stuff whether i have money or not, i can go ride rides at no additional charge its one of the perks for working for Disney. I have only been to Magic Kingdom and Hollywood studios so far but i think me and one of the friends i have met are going to hit up Epcot tomorrow afternoon. I wish i had some awesome stories to share with you but right now i dont and i hate admitting that, but i am sure i will come up with some amazing story soon! keep checking back!

until next time you guys have a good one!

day 6!

So i have been living in Orlando for about 6 days now and i still havent started work or even found out when i will start work. (if want to know the story why i have posted it earlier in these blogs.)  I should find out tomorrow hopefully I need to find out I am getting tired of sitting around the apartment i am almost out of money i am going insane not doing anything! I know its my fault and right now not really getting to post about what i am experiencing besides my irritating parts that i made happen myself even though it was an accident. but today my roommate got canned because his background didnt check out which sucks for him but i think it will benefit me in the long run he is 34 years old going on 35. He was a different one to say the least. I mean he was nice and tried to help as much as possible but he was different big time and i just hope the best for him but i think its good for me not having to room with him any more. i want to post better blogs then this i just wanted to inform anyone that is reading this on what is going on i will post again when i find out when i start and all that information i will talk to you guys on another day!

oh snap living in florida

I have been in Florida for only 3 days now it hasn't been great but hasn't been bad either just been trying to get to work and meet people because i lost my id's every single one of them. So i have been focusing on that and that a lone but i got that taken care of today and now I am just relaxing enjoying some tv. I am not sure when i will get to start i dont know when i will get to start going to the parks but it will be soon. Besides losing the wallet i have been doing great and I am looking forward to working i am looking forward to getting to know people its been kind of hard though i will find the people i will find the places to hang out besides my apartment it will just take time and patience.

Night Before Checking in....

So I have been driving for the past three days. For the most part they have been great and fun have enjoyed it with my mom I would be even more tired if it wasnt for my mom coming with me. Today there is a speed bump that i hit i lost my wallet somewhere yesterday/last night, but I think it will work out besides losing close to 100 dollars but I guess i will have to get over that and move on. I am Checking in tomorrow if they will let me i dont know what i will do if i cant check in i had to have my dad overnight my birth certificate to me for i can have a form of identification and get my license and social security card so hopefully i can still check in and start work soon. if not well i am stuck in Florida with no chance! hell i cant even buy beer to take the edge off tonight cause i lost my flippin wallet! i hope that is the last of my trials for a while but I will let you guys know how everything else goes after tomorrow morning!!

you guys take it easy until then!

The Night Before the Trip

Hey guys this will be my last post while living in Oklahoma. As Oklahoma will always be my home and I will always call it home no matter where life may take me but I am leaving in the morning I did not think this time would ever come and to be honest I am really excited yet I am still nervous as what to expect. I know that i can do this and that I will do it and enjoy it but still that little seed of wonder how this experience will go for me, but the thing is it will go as good as i make it! I go into it expecting to have fun but I know I will be working hard also the saying goes work hard and play harder! I am going to enjoy this experience this nervous is just based on not knowing whats going to happen for sure. I am going to do this I am ready for it and i plan to do everything i can to make the best out of all my situations even though there will be rough patches along the way but that is expected in life! I got this and I got a great support circle that i may be leaving here in Oklahoma but i know i can count on every single one of them to be there for me in any way they can be whether its a phone call a text or a comment on here supporting me I know they will never leave me and I am so happy for them being here for me through out my struggles. I just hope I have been a good support to them as well!

Well until next time take it easy and enjoy the moment!

wish i had something witty to title this post

I know i just posted last night and i haven't even left my home town yet, but i figured why not start posting and getting used to posting. Well today and the past few days it has been hitting me hard that i will be leaving soon to go to Disney and that I am leaving friends and family behind and I am leaving behind a lot of events going on. For example one of my best friends is getting married this July and I wont be able to make it to his wedding i will miss their wedding I am friends to both the bachelor and to the bride and I hate leaving their wedding behind they both mean  a lot to me they have been good friends to me for a really long time! and on top of that i am leaving friends family behind but all of this in my mind and heart  i know they all understand why i am taking this job and embarking on this journey and everyone i have chatted with about this is really excited for me and understand this is something that needs to be done for myself. I haven't really heard to many negatives about going i have had my rocky moments with a few people but thats just because they seem to be nervous of not having me around but they still understand why and i really believe they support me too. I am glad i took this opportunity to go to Florida and I am excited to see what this brings i can not wait to see what the future holds for me!


well until next time guys take it easy and enjoy life as if there is no tomorrow!

The Beginning of something great

I am about to go on an adventure or that's what we will call it. I applied for an internship with Disney and I was offered it in early April and I accepted it. I may have applied for it with all the wrong intentions at first but I believe that I was given this opportunity for a reason a reason that i cannot explain at the moment I honestly believe that this could be an opportunity to find who I really am. I honestly don't know what i want to do with life yet and am still working on who I am and what I am doing later in life i have a long ways to go. I do believe i am going to do the best i can and this will benefit me the most. This opportunity is giving me a little break from school which i really think I need just to get out there and this opportunity is giving me a break but still giving me what i need to graduate (an internship). I am not quite sure what I want to write for all my blogs but I think it will end up being me ranting about the good times and the bad times and what is going on i will try to post at minimum of once a week if not more often. If you want to comment feel free to if questions feel free to ask. I will be living at disney for the next 8 months! This is a great opportunity that I have been offerend and this will be a journey to say the least. I am getting ready to learn a lot and hopefully give some people some of my own knowledge. This is going to be a great time!(by the way this may not be the best grammar ever but I am trying really am but this isn't for an english class so i do apologize now for the grammar! ha ha)

until next time Take it easy